My Week of Craziness

Okay. frankly speaking, this week, has been a crazy week. I had too much mental stress to handle. So ridiculous. I haven't got in that much pressure for long time. So, if you want to know why, is because of MANY REASONS.

First, school work! I realized that loads of deadlines and project are due this week, and I don't have any idea how to finish everything. Great. I am also under many pressure from like CCA duty and other commitment and anguish. So, basically I cannot work. To tell you the truth, I can only work in a peaceful mind, and doing work in an anguish is the same as putting double stress on my mind. Yep, I must thank God and many people that encourage me and just support me at different times, so that I keep on moving.
Second, CCA work and commitment, so basically stuff just happen that I have teacher's day performance + seniors' farewell + other stuff + school work. So, I just cannot rest. Okay, if I am stressed, then I will sleep, but I guess, I am not able to take a break, coz the work I have to do from school + CCA after school are just enormous.
Third, issues, okay. Recently I just have a not-so good relationship with one of my friends. This keep on coming to my mind, but I think I should not share this and keep it to myself. But if you read this, I guess I just want to go back and resolve, but I realize it is a very selfish desire. So I just leave everything to GOD. If He wants that, then it shall happen, but if not, then I will accept. If in the case that you read this: "I am happy for you if things get better for you, genuinely"

Okay, enough about complaining, I shall talk how I survived this week. Obviously first is by God's help. I feel that all of this make me realize how small I am and how great He is. I also hear His voice more clearly these days, guiding me of what to do. I just cannot live one day this week without Him telling me "Everything gonna be okay, cause look! My hands are holding yours, we are going to go through this together, and you are not going to be alone, I will be with you"
So, many many many thanks to God, I just hope I can keep this intimacy with Him.
Next, I also want to thank the my closer friends that have been supporting me and just pray or give advice for me.
First, John Ng. Man! Thanks for being super caring, like asking my day or just spending time to call me to share with me and pray for me. You are the most supporting friend I have ever had, and I am serious! I am seriously happy that you are entrusted many many many responsibility, like connect gp leader and usher. Keep moving on, don't get caught up in work and always remember Him! Next, Ben Wee, ok I admit I haven't known you for long, but I guess you are just super nice. Great to be good friend with you. Oh, pls share with me if you are troubled or sth. I will try to help! Kevin Toa, Frankly speaking, you are the best senior that I know. Thanks for all the tips in IB and all your suggestion. as I said, you are "Simply Amusing" :D (intepret for yourself). Yea, so thanks a lot man! Michelle, ChuXuan, JoelTeo, Calvin S, you all are the closest classmates.. Thanks people, looking forward to hang out more often with you guys! Oh and Mark Chan too, that keep me company for Math!

Ok so basically, I just feel super blessed, that God has been closer to me, and nothing is better than that. More than that, He send people to support me. Thanks people for just supporting me during this week of craziness. It is going to end SOON! SOON!