Post that is written with tears (not my tears alone, but together with His)

Today I am really sad.

When I walked to the EE supervisor list, I found out that I get a secondary school teacher. I am terrified, and I almost make a super wrong decision to change subject. But luckily, I don't, I just don't feel like giving up.

These past view days have been tough for me, although people always see me laughing around, joking around, and all, the truth is I am facing problems in life. I cannot say that they are big problems or what, but it does affect my life. So, the past few days I have been talking to one of my best friend and ended up complaining and comparing with him. He takes it all without any single complaints hearing all my stories. I really thank God for him, and I pray that I can also be as strong as him. I do hope that I can do the same to him also!

Oh, back to my EE, when I started complaining to God automatically at the chemistry lab, He said something that awakens me.
He said:
"Is your supervisor so important to You? Don't you say you trust Me in your schoolwork? Can't you believe that with any supervisor, you can do well for EE, if I am in favor with you? I thought you raised up your hand yesterday when you said that I can bring trials to your life? So why are you complaining now? Isn't my love sufficient to carry you through life?"
Oh to tell you the truth, It calms me down. When I reach my room and my bed, I hear His voice again, "Don't worry, everything will be okay. Haven't you seen it throughout your entire life? Have I disappoint you before? This time again, I will be by your side, so no one can bring you down."
To tell you the truth, the time when I heard this and write this, I CRIED! It's just great to have Him in my life. Not just that, He also gives me a best friend that stand by my side, and I thank Him for both.

Psalm 23: 4
Although I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I shall fear no evil; For You are with me.
I don't think I walked through an experience as bad as the valley of death, but this really shows how much King David has trusted the Lord, and I shall do the same. For He is the same yesterday, today, and forever.