My Week of Craziness

Okay. frankly speaking, this week, has been a crazy week. I had too much mental stress to handle. So ridiculous. I haven't got in that much pressure for long time. So, if you want to know why, is because of MANY REASONS.

First, school work! I realized that loads of deadlines and project are due this week, and I don't have any idea how to finish everything. Great. I am also under many pressure from like CCA duty and other commitment and anguish. So, basically I cannot work. To tell you the truth, I can only work in a peaceful mind, and doing work in an anguish is the same as putting double stress on my mind. Yep, I must thank God and many people that encourage me and just support me at different times, so that I keep on moving.
Second, CCA work and commitment, so basically stuff just happen that I have teacher's day performance + seniors' farewell + other stuff + school work. So, I just cannot rest. Okay, if I am stressed, then I will sleep, but I guess, I am not able to take a break, coz the work I have to do from school + CCA after school are just enormous.
Third, issues, okay. Recently I just have a not-so good relationship with one of my friends. This keep on coming to my mind, but I think I should not share this and keep it to myself. But if you read this, I guess I just want to go back and resolve, but I realize it is a very selfish desire. So I just leave everything to GOD. If He wants that, then it shall happen, but if not, then I will accept. If in the case that you read this: "I am happy for you if things get better for you, genuinely"

Okay, enough about complaining, I shall talk how I survived this week. Obviously first is by God's help. I feel that all of this make me realize how small I am and how great He is. I also hear His voice more clearly these days, guiding me of what to do. I just cannot live one day this week without Him telling me "Everything gonna be okay, cause look! My hands are holding yours, we are going to go through this together, and you are not going to be alone, I will be with you"
So, many many many thanks to God, I just hope I can keep this intimacy with Him.
Next, I also want to thank the my closer friends that have been supporting me and just pray or give advice for me.
First, John Ng. Man! Thanks for being super caring, like asking my day or just spending time to call me to share with me and pray for me. You are the most supporting friend I have ever had, and I am serious! I am seriously happy that you are entrusted many many many responsibility, like connect gp leader and usher. Keep moving on, don't get caught up in work and always remember Him! Next, Ben Wee, ok I admit I haven't known you for long, but I guess you are just super nice. Great to be good friend with you. Oh, pls share with me if you are troubled or sth. I will try to help! Kevin Toa, Frankly speaking, you are the best senior that I know. Thanks for all the tips in IB and all your suggestion. as I said, you are "Simply Amusing" :D (intepret for yourself). Yea, so thanks a lot man! Michelle, ChuXuan, JoelTeo, Calvin S, you all are the closest classmates.. Thanks people, looking forward to hang out more often with you guys! Oh and Mark Chan too, that keep me company for Math!

Ok so basically, I just feel super blessed, that God has been closer to me, and nothing is better than that. More than that, He send people to support me. Thanks people for just supporting me during this week of craziness. It is going to end SOON! SOON!

20th August 2010 - Legendary Day

20th August 2010, reminded me of a BAD as well as a GOOD day..
OK, first I share why is it a GOOD day:
First of all, today is my SISTER'S birthday! Yay!! Happy birthday! Although you never read this, I do miss you! I wish I could celebrate it with you, and Karina and Melissa. I wish you a fantabulous birthday! Second one, today, I walk her to the bus stop. I think I am improving to become a better and sweeter guy (I hope so).. Yea, and I think seeing her happy face is also a joy for me! Keep smiling!

Ok, why today is a BAD day:
The day is long, the stupid EDB waste my time! Walao! Only chem is useful today.. enough with the school stuff. Moving on to the more personal stuff. For me personally, my best friends come in the third priority in my life after God and my family. So, basically they are VERY VERY important to me. However, I think I am not being a good friend to them. I disturb the two of them yesterday through msn, and I could not apologize enough. So basically, I just realize that I have not been a good friend, although they have done so much to me. In particular one of them (I should not mention name), is annoyed with me yesterday. I think I am being too kaypoh, as well as too demanding. I guess, it's not good to ask so much question. yeah, I really don't intend to invade your life. I apologize for that.
I just hope that I can be your best friend again, and I will try to change. Cause for me losing a best friend is like losing a part of me (may sound exaggerated, but I guess it applies to me). Just a wish though.
Oh another thing, I wish someone birthday at the wrong date. How could I! (So embarrassed now)..

A BIG THANK YOU NOTES TO MANY PEOPLE

FOA is OVERRR!!! hahahahaha.. I guess, I should write a thank you notes, starting from the general ones to dance venia people!

GOD
Oh, thank You for all the support You gave me, when I am feeling down or tired or even sad, You never fail to be by my side and says "It's all gonna be OK!". Sorry if I am far from You sometimes, especially when I am very tired during FOA times. But I think having You in my life is the greatest privilege.

Heizel
Thanks, thanks, thanks and many thanks. I really thankful of all the support and help you given me. Thanks for trusting me in seeing your IAs and helping me with it. Thank you for being so understanding of my situations and showing your support. Oh and sorry if I am not a really good friend to you. Just so you know, all your support are greatly appreciated although I never say this personally. (since we are guys rite!)


BenWee
Hey Ben!! Thanks for being supportive and keep saying to me "Hang in there" every time we met, especially the week before FOA! Thanks for being so positive and supportive. It's quite sad that you cannot see dance FOA, but I am really grateful of what you have done!

All my other good friends
Hey hey hey! Thanks a lot for all your support and help.

Michelle Wee
Thanks for the advice! :D:D

Going to FOA specification:
Kevin Elbert
Kevin! Thanks for being an awesome awesome senior to me. If I can vote for the best Indon senior I will DEFINITELY choose you! Hahaha. Thanks for all the support in dance or outside dance (esp. in EE). I think I'm gonna miss all your jokes and your lameness, and your DRAMA! hahahaha.. Dont be sad okay! It's a great great honor to share the stage with you Kevin!

Jaime Liew
This one goes to my beloved president! Thanks for being a caring and loving president! I think you know how much you mean to us (the com) and me, from the "bus stop" event after swensens. Sorry if I show teary eyes, cause I never realize that you really mean much to us! Keep rocking.
Ps: "You free tonite?" hahahahaha!

The 2009-2010 ExCo
Yo exco! Love y'all! thanks for all the great time we had in meeting and all. Oh and not forgetting to thank sir for his unwavering support! hahaha! I do have fun working with you all!

Peter Koh, David Ong Kai, Gideon Goh
Yo! thanks for being great friends around me, esp for FOA time! And oh for peter, thanks for taking all those photos! You rock man! and you got talent, I like to see you freestyle more!

All the dancers
Hahahaha! I guess, thanks for making dance venia a big family!

All those who watch Dance FOA