Friday, February 1, 2013

People, are still the second best gift after salvation after all!

If you know me well enough, you know that I am a very extroverted person. Don't get me wrong, it doesn't mean I am popular or anything. It just shows that people are very important to me, sometimes too important. Well, looking past, I really think that people are one of the best gifts I have received! To be surrounded by good friends and good influences is a blessing!

For you who have been reading my blog, maybe you have seen this kind of post before, but I really want to list out 5 people/group I am really thankful to in 2012!
1. My Utown ChemEng group! (Yes, the 12 of you!)
Maybe we are not the closest friend or the most happening group around. However, I have to thank you guys for really being just purely awesome and supportive. I believe that we going through this course together is more fun with friends around, especially the supporting ones. You all never knew how much you guys have helped me in school work and sharing resources! I am just really grateful for each one of you: Xi Ming, Patrick, Ying Te, Monil, Michael Pang, Valentin, Sharad, Daphne, Bernadette, Jolene, Joshua, Edmund. You guys are purely awesome. Just sayin!

2. My suitemates (Ben Tan, Chin Boon)
People called us 'dysfunctional'. It doesn't really matter. I have NEVER regretted moving to the suite I am now. Well, the reason is to be with you guys! Sorry that I haven't really been spending time with you guys! But really, I want to thank both of you for being the most fun and caring neighbors! I appreciate how we all can help out each other and just to look out for each other. To share some of our secrets and to really able to talk openly is really something! Really looking forward to staying for another sem (at least) with you guys!

3. Joy Fu
You might or might not agree with what I am going to say, but anyway, you have really been a blessing for me, especially in my spiritual walk. Thank you for really praying for me and reminding me about the importance of prayer and reading the Word. Recently, to be there in times when I am not feeling very happy! Thanks for being a friend of mine, even when I am in need! :D

4. Edmund Siau
Well, nothing much. A "nerdy-looking (first impression) guy" who apparently is super smart and multi-talented, with gazillion of friends, which turns out to be a very fun person! Thank you for really being a fun friend and a friend that is there when I am in need! Thanks for letting me stay and I have to say that your family is just pure awesome (sorry my vocab a bit limited).

5. Benjamin Wee
Ben! I put you last because you are the person I am most grateful to! Maybe we haven't really been seeing each other lately, but I really want to thank you for being there in my most difficult times. To be a listening ear each time I am sad. To really be available everytime to listen to my complaints and story, and praying for me at the end of each conversation. You are a huge blessing in my life! and I believe in many others' too!

Sunday, July 22, 2012

PINUS *AWESOME* ORIENTATION

To tell you the truth, originally, I was not excited nor interested in this orientation program. I was thinking of giving it a miss. Before this, I have a bad image about PINUS, due to my seniors comments. However, one of my good friend actually invited me to join this orientation, so I gave it a second thought and join it, since I was free anyway. Fortunately, they proved me wrong! It was definitely worth joining!

Last week, I just attended my first orientation in NUS, which is PINUS orientation (the Indon Groups in NUS). It was definitely a very fun time! Thank you very much for all participants and committee, but most importantly:

THANK YOU MY OG (ROMAN!)
OGL: Hans, Inez
Senior: Timo, Acit, Koko, Raymond, Filbert, EP, and yang laen jg ya!
Freshie: Novi, Monik, Rani, Hans, Teja, Adit, Jeremiah, Rendy


A BIG BIG THANK YOU TO ALL OF MY OG MATES!! (SORRY FOR THE CAPS BUT IT IS NOT BIG ENOUGH TO THANK YOU ALL!!)

You guys have definitely make my 7 days of orientation worth it! Sorry for all the indecent jokes or misleading jokes! (this is definitely because of Hans Adrian! so don't blame me hahaha). Thanks for the enthusiasm and openness to make friends! I really felt welcome in the group!

Although we didn't end up winning any award, but I think we achieve the utmost goal of this orientation: BONDING. Well, we did end up being 'trained' to perform 'jokes', thanks to our broken sense of joke!

A special thanks for Hans Adrian for letting me stay for 2 days! (since we went back so late after the event). and also a special thanks to Teja for the 'advice' (well you know what it is ok! so keep it for yourself), I shall give it a try haha! :)

And for Rani: "Get well soon! Orientation is over so go and rest your feet! You are a tough girl!"

Another BIG thank you to the hardworking OGLs and Committee!

And for my OG:
"Hey I just met you, this is crazy, but here's my number! Let's hang out again sometimes" (don't call me for indecent purposes, terrorize me, or sell my number okay!)

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

A BIG THANKS TO MY DANCE JUNIORS!

Well, lately I have been having a lot of thoughts and feeling quite down.. But yea, guess what, after I read the "notes" that you've written to me, I really feel encouraged and better.. So yeah, this is a kind of reply to your notes, in a blog form!! Sorry that it is kinda late, but I guess late is better than never, and say it while you can! The order is not based on anything, so yeah!! :) HERE WE GO!

Sunny Liu
Hey thanks man for being a caring junior. Well, you even remember about the first day I'm injured and how I felt! Thanks for that!! And yep, you have done well in Pop and it was great! Well doesn't really matter if a bunch of people hated it or anything, it is still good anyway! so yep, all the best to you too!

Crystal Yiu
HI TOO same fate buddy!! hey and yeap, I have officially recovered, and I hope you too!! Well, it has been great knowing you and talking to you during practices, since we both are at the sides! Anyway, you gotta take care okay! Don't get injured again in the future! :D

Jinni
hi Jinni! haha, to tell you the truth, at first I was quite scared to you, coz you look quite fierce.. But I guess that's wrong and I have seen the proof!! thanks for being a cheerful and fun junior to be with and yep, please continue dancing and have fun with it!! (no offense huh!!) :):)

Stefanie
Bimbo LADY! and yea, I found out your darkside only after our first FOA, when we were all eating in wah chee!! Well, great knowing you, and it has been fun teasing you! Making you curious out of nothing! :) anyway, hope you enjoyed your time in dance and continue dancing! All the best for your IB too!

Darwin
Darwin!! Yep, thanks for joining dance and responding to my invitation to join dance. I mean, joining dance does not only teach you how to dance, but also teach you how to gain precious friends!! Well thanks for your encouragement and cheerfulness! Hope you stayed in dance!!

Matthew Mahesa
Why you write a note in indon!!! :):) well anyway, thanks huh!! and yeah, enjoyed having you around in dance venia.. and hope you enjoyed your FOA time! you have another like 3 years in dance, so yep, enjoy it and be a good role model, next time you become a senior! :)

Toan
Hi! Yes!! It's quite sad that when I started to get to know you, FOA is already over!! Well thanks for the wish and yes, I HAVE RECOVERED! Yay! So well, I enjoyed talking to you and having the group talks after practices! well I do hope we have more of this kind in the future, but then, maybe its not really feasible! Anyway, thanks for being an encouraging and great friend in dance!

Raymond
HIHIHI! well yes! Haha, I give guidance?? haha don't really remember, but anyway, hope you enjoy being in dance! Thanks for being a great junior, in dance as well as an indon junior! Well sorry if I always messed up your name with Erwin!! :) anyway, you two are close, so I guess.. :) Anyway, all the best for IB too!

Erwin
Whoa, your notes come after Raymond's! Well, thank you for the interesting cover you've drawn on your notes :P Anyway, thanks for putting a great show and bearing with everyone to really put up a great show! It always amazes me how you all can persevere and train very hard!! It makes me enjoy my stay in dance! :)

Li Ser
Hihi!! What an interesting handwriting you have!! :) well, yeah!! I also want to thank you for being a nice junior that also says hi to me everytime we see each other in SAC, Dance, or somewhere else! Anyway, it's quite sad that I didn't get to dance this time, but yea, hope you enjoyed yourself in FOA! Keep dancing kay!! Your Pop item was really good! (I mean you performed really well in POP!)

Abital
Yo master cosplayer! :) Thanks for being one of the closer junior in dance! :) Well yep, we got to talk for some few occasions, like the wendy's thing and the farewell! :) I do enjoy talking to you and yep, you're welcome, anyway, should not let girl go alone at night lol, so yes!! But glad that you reach home safely and yeah! All the best for your job in ExCo okay!! Looking forward to have another conversation with you! (Got so many common interests la!)

Sam Thian
Wow, I like your envelope thing.. It is really nice. :) Anyway, that aside, thanks for being really cheerful in dance. You are like the spirit lifter and a fun as well as a caring friend to me!! Thank you so much for constantly asking me about my condition.. I really feel bad that I can't help you during your times of need! But yea, thanks a lot for your care and concern!! Hope we can be good friends as well in the future!! (and thanks for listening to me too, that means a lot to me!) All the best for your IB too!

Huangjian
Hi!! Well, thanks for being a great friend in dance! I have known you longer than other juniors lol, since you entered one year earlier! :) well it's great to have more nationalities in dance, isn't it? You have taken a brave step to be the first one! And see, now got more joining dance! Well congrats for being an ExCo in dance! Do your job well and make dance venia a great place for everyone! :)

Zaro
Well.... What an amusing letter you write, with an interesting shape.. Hahaha.. Well thank you for being a crazy and fun junior to be with! I guess, you are really talented in dance and do not waste that! So yep, thanks for all the good stuff you write to me! :) wish you stay in dance for long, and join IB too!

Alvin
Hi! Thanks for all the good wishes and encouragement that you write! And yeah, i still wish I could spend more time to talk to everyone, since I don't really get to talk to you much either!! :) but anyway, I hope you enjoyed your time in dance and have fun with it!! All the best for IB too yeah!

Shivraj
CUSTODIAN!! Thank you so much for your dedication to the school, blah blah blah! hahaha, sorry.. anyway, thanks a lot for being a funky junior and an enthusiastic friend!! :) well, I really enjoyed my time in the bbq party you organized, so yep, thanks a million! All the best for doing your job in ExCo! Please make dance venia a great place where everyone feels accepted, just like how you feel accepted!! :D

Ershad
Hi bro! Well, I knew you since our dance camp rite? Since you and bc are in the same group with mine.. :) Anyway, I really had fun in our dance camp and yep thanks a lot for being a great friend in dance!! :) Well, I prefer Ivan, but anyway Michael is fine with me too!! :) So yep, hope you stay in dance and all the best for your IB kay!!! :) Best wishes from me!

Kelly Pang
Hi Kelly! Yes, the same could be said to you too! Thanks for being a great and fun junior to be with!! Thanks for being a cheerful junior that emits a happiness aura! (lol, i got no other words to describe that). But yeah, anyway, thanks for all the good wishes, and yep i am healed now! and you too!! don't stop smiling and encouraging the people that are dear to you! all the best for IB too! :)

Titus Ng
Yo! I remembered you from your sec4 days, teaching me french in the CAS symposium thing and then go for audition, but quit straight away.. AIYOOO!! hahaha.. anyway, glad that you join dance again this year, and yep, hope you find it fun and stay in it! :) Thanks bro for being one of my closer friend that I talk to in dance and well, still listening to me and stuff! I'm glad that we can be friends eh! :) Enjoyed talking to you anyway!! :D oh and I hope we still stay in contact man!

Boon Choon
Yo!! You really write a long long note eh!! Well, we both have been experiencing injury so we did know how it feels like!! :):) Sorry I can't really write everything here, but I guess, I enjoyed talking to you and to just share stories and gossips!! shhh! :):) Anyway, you are really a fun one to hang out with!! Hope your next surgery went well and you got back to normal again!! :) Have fun in dance and continue dancing man! Hope we stay in contact in the future too!

Josiah Lim
Hi Josiah! There is no special meaning behind putting you at the last one.. (You should read my opening para), so yeah, no offense!!! :):) And yea, that's what everyone gets for my first impression, a quiet guy.. But anyway, I feel accepted and happy to be with you all guys! Thanks for being a great friend in dance and to just be a cheerful and crazy ones!! Hope we still stay in contact okay!! :):) Best wishes for IB!

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

A Bad Sunday

So yea, hi people, haven't really blogged for 2 months.. Today is my last day of holiday, which is tuesday. I am supposed to go to Prep, but since I have injury on my leg, I can stay in my room to do my own work. So basically, last sunday was a "bad" day for me. Lots of things happen. I used my 2 days to really think about what happen and I come with a conclusion to write this, not as a complain board, but just as a personal record for me.

So after church, me and my friends were waiting for our other friends to meet up and go for lunch. However, in the midst of it, they play a joke on me, which for me I think it is a really inappropriate joke, beyond the limit that I take it as a joke. Carried out by my anger, in truth I was really disappointed, I sulk and ignore them. After a few moments, I realized that what I did was really an unbecoming of me. It was really childish of me. So I decided to just forget about it and initiated an apology to one of them whom I accused as the one starting the joke. He said that he does not mind about it, but yea, I still feel bad for him.

The other problem, comes with my other friend which is also there. he rejected my apology and put a blind eye over my feelings, even after I told him why am I angry and such. I know that I have my share of fault, but I still believe that both sides have an apology to be settled. I really don't mind starting the apology, as long as the other side can have an understanding. Although I really have many favors that I owe to him, but I guess I am kinda sad and disappointed that he refuses to even try to understand what I felt at that time. Well no one is perfect, so I am still looking forward to reconcile that relationship, and I do learn that anger does not solve anything.

I don't really tell this story to anyone, so yea, this blog is the only time I talk about it.

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Our sec3, sec4 g-stand click!

Whoops, I think I failed to post after that 2 weeks. (see the previous post). I was busy and many thoughts are running in my mind after that 2 weeks, so I did not manage to post what happened. But I think what is written there is true and it did happen so yea..

Moving on! :) This friday, I was very happy to be hanging out with the old g-stand click! together with Adit, Gide, and Heizel! :) It was a really good time catching up with each other (because I am the one who is lost lol), yep heard many interesting stories and such. We started off at Somerset 313, eating at the foodcourt. It was horribly expensive for a food court, but nevertheless the food was not bad! We then went to sour sally!! The yogurt is just awesome! :) and we manage to talk about some stuff to!! We also manage to play billiard (although I am the only one who can't play) together.. Remind me of those times eh! It was a really good time!

So, this is my afterthought. I am not really in contact with Adit anymore (we do talk sometimes only in msn or so :O) and meets Gide once a week (in church obviously). But I guess, the cheerfulness and the jokes do not really change much from the past! As usual, I am the one getting bullied by their jokes (any three of them are the same!! >.<). but i guess its just a part of conveying "friendship" (hopefully) lol.

(this is a more personal thought) After meeting with them and hearing their stories, I just feel that I am left behind. Not that they leave me behind, it is more that I am unable to move forward as how the three of them did. (once again it is NOT that I am pessimistic). I am still stuck in my indecisiveness, about "it". My feelings are just mixed up after that incident, making me indecisive and confused. I am also unable to forget abt her although now I refrain myself from too much conversation by any means. But I am also unable to move forward, being too scared of the blocks ahead. (I think at least I understand Gide's feeling a bit, but still I salute him for being so brave, which I can't).

but, I do miss two things. First is hanging out on grandstand (last time we almost did it everyday) and secondly is to go to Clarke Quay tgt. I am still looking for those photos in Clarke, but I did not manage to find them, so yea. I do hope that we all can hang out again sometimes! I really do! (even with all those bullying and lame jokes though!)

Monday, March 28, 2011

A Predicted Future

I must admit that I heard God saying to me on Saturday, 26th March 2011 that my next two weeks will be a tough one. But I shall come out stronger than before. I really don't know what will happen in the next two weeks. I know it is not going to be easy, but it will be worth it, cause I'm not alone, He is with me, my closest friends are with me.. So yea, whoever read this, please do pray for me! :D:D I shall post again in the next 2 weeks what happened to me! :D:D I'm excited to see what I have become in the next 2 weeks! :D Adios ~

Thursday, February 24, 2011

A Very Long Valentine Day's Note!

Hi guys! I know valentine is long over!! However, please do read the notes I write here.. at least your section ok! :D
This notes are for the 14 friends that have been very supportive in my life in 2011! (I think supportive is still an understatement though)

I think I really want to write this, because for the past few 9 weeks or so, it hasn't been an easy life for me. But I am really grateful for God that He gives me friends to rely on! :D
(If you are wondering why 14, it is because Valentine's day falls on the 14th of Feb!)

So here it goes:
(It might be long, so i suggest that you read your part under your name)

1. John Ng
hi! hi! Haven't really talked to you in ages. Both of us have been busy in our own ways la. But still, I thank you for praying for me, listening to me, and even concerned about my spiritual growth! I really appreciate those! I know you have been having tough times this year. I really do hope that this note can be an encouragement to you.
I will be a friend to you, even in your hard times!

"Come to Me all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." Matthew 11:28
Let this verse be an encouragement to you. People may fall and stumble, but those who trust in the Lord will renew their strength!

2. Heizel
Hi. Thanks for being an amazing friend to me! Thank you for being the most, I said, MOST trustworthy friend that I have. You have proven to me that you are a responsible friend that does not sabo your friends even if you don't like them. Thanks for all the support and help, especially when I am having a bad day last time, for being understanding too!
You have been having your birthday recently, so I also hope that you can grow to become more mature, not only in thinking but also in spirit.
Thanks also for the fun times when we are able to perform together! And also to just ignore people's criticism on our faith, etc!

"Better is a neighbor nearby than a brother far away!" Proverbs 27:10
Yep so, we can make IB life an exciting, yet fruitful one! (Make one full of fun memories!)

3. BenWee
Ben!! haha.. Really thank you for your support, your time and understanding. Thanks for being with me in hard times. Just listening and praying over the phone. Really appreciate that! I hope we can pray over the phone again! it's kinda awkward, but i think it is cool! So yeah..
Lately, I have been noticing that you have been having a lot of things happening. So yea, I hope this note can be an encouragement to you! Do share with me if you want to! :D I will be more than happy to help you in whatever way I can.

" The LORD makes firm the steps of the one who delights in him; though he may stumble, he will not fall, for the LORD upholds him with his hand." Psalm 37: 23-24

4. Kevin Elbert
Hi Kevin! Thanks for being an awesome senior. Really. Your amusing jokes and faces that you made has made people days brighter! Thanks for all the help and support, whether in dance, school works, as well as my personal problems! Yep.. Although I cannot use msn now, but I really do hope that we stay in contact! Gotta see you around in school often man!
Lastly, I hope that you may find the university that you want!

5. Liauw
Yo!! haha first of all, thanks for the chocolate and the notes! :D
It is really nice of you to give those things to your friends!
Ok so, this is kinda reply to that, but without chocolate. (unless you want a picture of choco here)
Nevermind. Ok!
Thanks for being a fun friend that I can always converse with! Your jokes have definitely lighten people days, including mine! To have a Surabayan friend like you is really a privilege. Stay cool!
(oh btw thanks for the comment when I write in fb that my HTs are ridiculously annoying)

"I can do all things through Christ who strengthen me" Phillipians 4:13
Keep believin!

6. CS
Yep. THanks for being a great classmate, as well as great friend outside class! you are definitely one of my closest classmate. Although i don't really share many stories with you, but I guess we can click quite well eh! :D:D
And really thanks for your effort in LSS, it makes me feel that I am not the only one feeling the struggle with it! let's pull through IB together!

7. Clifford
hi! yepyep.. thanks for being an fun, mature, nice, and helpful Surabayan friend. It is really fun hanging out with you, and the filin gang. hahaha.. i hope we can have that kind of outing again. Looking back it's fun!
Thanks for being a friend to me in math class too! i hope I don't bother you so much in math class! Yep, so let's move one and finish this race of IB!

8. Sunson
Yep sunson!! Hi! I only know you better recently only, although I can't really say I know you very well. However, I found that you are really a fun friend to be with! So yea, thanks for just being in dance. I guess it's more fun when you are around! Keep persevering, keep on moving. Everyone has definitely been scolded before, so don't mind that, let's keep on moving!

9. Michelle
Hi Michelle! haha.. really want to thank you for all your helps in class and outside class! although we haven't really have a chat lately, but thanks for being a nice and considerate friend, and a funny one where your jokes can make my day! :D I really do hope that happy4friends can go out together again, since we don't have any classes where 4 of us are together. :(
And yea, don't be so stressed ok! IB life is definitely heavy and demanding, but I do hope you enjoy all the bits and pieces in it!

10. Ding
Ding!! Thanks for being a good bs leader! for just being there, gathering us together, and even prepare sharing and worship for all of us! Thanks for all the encouragement you made in the BS! oh and all the lame jokes too! It's just lame!!! :D:D but I think it can lift our spirit! So yea, I feel really grateful that such a friend exist and I do appreciate the existence of our BS group, it's really a privilege where not everyone can have one! So keep on serving and God Bless!

"Delight yourself also in the LORD and HE shall give you the desire of your heart."
Psalm 37:4


11. Zheng Wei

Yo zheng wei! haha! thanks for being a great friend, and a helpful one! yep! your help in chemistry, in my ee, and outside academic is really appreciated. Thanks for performing together! It was fun man! And really thanks for helping me with my ee, although your ee still needs a lot of works! but I guess, that's being selfless, which is admirable! Thanks a lot man!

"The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, and the knowledge of the Holy One is understanding." Proverbs 9:10

12. Nat Wong
Hey Nat! Thanks for all your sharing in BS. They have definitely impacted my life in one way or another. I really hope that you can continue to love God more, and excel in your studies! Although you have been facing tough times lately, but I do really hope that you can always rely and remember on God's strength and mighty power, as well as the supportive people that are around you! Let this verse be an encouragement to you! :D:D

"My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience"
James 1:2 ~ So, keep on believing, have faith in Him who never fails!

13. Daryl Goh

Thanks Daryl for being a nice hallmate! haha.. thanks for really understanding the situation and encourage me to move on! Take this as a reply to the letter you write to me during koinonia last time! It really makes me feel better! Thanks a lot man! :D

"Keep your heart with all diligence, for out of it spring the issues of life." Proverbs 4:23

14. Dion (the only junior here :D)

And finally! My junior! Thanks for being a great junior. You really show me that you are different than your other friends! Thanks for being a fun junior as well as an understanding one! I hope you can find that your life here in ACS is going to be a fun and exciting one! There are still many things in front of you, but don't give up and don't lose hope because there is always God who will lead you the way!

"I will say of the LORD, 'He is my refuge and my fortress: My God, in Him I will trust.'"
Psalms 91:2