So yea, hi people, haven't really blogged for 2 months.. Today is my last day of holiday, which is tuesday. I am supposed to go to Prep, but since I have injury on my leg, I can stay in my room to do my own work. So basically, last sunday was a "bad" day for me. Lots of things happen. I used my 2 days to really think about what happen and I come with a conclusion to write this, not as a complain board, but just as a personal record for me.
So after church, me and my friends were waiting for our other friends to meet up and go for lunch. However, in the midst of it, they play a joke on me, which for me I think it is a really inappropriate joke, beyond the limit that I take it as a joke. Carried out by my anger, in truth I was really disappointed, I sulk and ignore them. After a few moments, I realized that what I did was really an unbecoming of me. It was really childish of me. So I decided to just forget about it and initiated an apology to one of them whom I accused as the one starting the joke. He said that he does not mind about it, but yea, I still feel bad for him.
The other problem, comes with my other friend which is also there. he rejected my apology and put a blind eye over my feelings, even after I told him why am I angry and such. I know that I have my share of fault, but I still believe that both sides have an apology to be settled. I really don't mind starting the apology, as long as the other side can have an understanding. Although I really have many favors that I owe to him, but I guess I am kinda sad and disappointed that he refuses to even try to understand what I felt at that time. Well no one is perfect, so I am still looking forward to reconcile that relationship, and I do learn that anger does not solve anything.
I don't really tell this story to anyone, so yea, this blog is the only time I talk about it.
